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Harnessing the Wild Within

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So many of my personal barriers have fallen during my journey with MONEY - which have brought high frustrations, expanding opportunities, exhilaration, depression, and setbacks all into an incredible alchemical stew. I have tried to anticipate the manifestations of asking, receiving, and being consumed and nothing has turned out like I imagined. I decided to clear my mind and trust my own magick. I waited as the spirit of MONEY appeared to me as a horse - a massive, beautiful, and powerful horse. I was close enough to look into her eye, connect with her intensity, and sense the embodiment of her massive power. I stroked her mane, felt the veins of her neck, smelled the sweat on her fur, and connected with the wildness in her soul. I let myself become the horse - to merge completely. I realized I had seen this image before in the Chariot Tarot card. I could see myself trying to manage opposing, contradictory, and paradoxical horses - desires all pulling me in dif...
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The Magick of being an Avatar Wytch

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For the last few nights all of my family members who have passed away have been visiting me in my dreams. In quite a humorous way, it took me days to realize I'm only dreaming about dead people. One of the most unresolved and painful experiences I had as a little girl was the banishment and rejection from my father. I know that I am not even remotely unique in my daddy issues, but still i think the insight into fully giving and being fully received is relevant here. I think when we are rejected by core people in our lives at a young age, there is no way to process the deep feelings of abandonment, trauma, and rejection. For me taking on this pain at an age too young pushes it into our shadow. At the core of our shadow are unmet needs that get played out over and over again in dysfunctional patterns. For me this meant I was presented again and again with instances of rejection that just piggy backed on the initial trauma of my father's rejection. This meant that I...
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Nebula as Lilith

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I see my practical magick coming through in writing and vision. I have this desire to peel back the layers of the universe to reveal the awe and power within us as co-creators. But I want magick to touch a world soul as well. This is what I see in the nebula of the Universe:              A great Goddess looms in the universe - the mountains are her skirt. Her arms stretch forth forward and backward in time. She defiantly sets a determined course. Her face emits the glow of heat. She is more powerful than the forces that darken around her edges. A smattering of blue breaks through as hope's light. All the colors play with each other as acts of willful creation. She is pattern and heat mixed with dirt and steam. She is embodied, fully present, and not to be messed with. She will not be stopped or controlled, handled or suppressed. Her light bursts through centuries of decay - she is purpose - not lofty or heady, but healing. ...
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I am a WYTCH

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I am a WYTCH As I enter this space with you tonight…I am reminded of a song by Eartha Kitt called: I want to be Evil I've posed for pictures with Iv'ry Soap I've petted stray dogs, and shied clear of dope My smile is brilliant, my glance is tender But I'm noted most for my unspoiled gender I've been made Miss Reingold, though I never touch beer And I'm the person to whom they say, "You're sweet, my dear, " The only etchings I've seen have been behind glass And the closest I've been to a bar is at ballet class Prim and proper, the girl who's never been cased I'm tired of being pure and not chased Like something that seeks it's level I want to go to the devil This message resonates with not only with my personal journey, but also to the stereotypes of witch as evil or of the devil…so why in the world would I want to go there? Alice Walker’s In Search of Our Mother’s Garden writes about the wil...
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